Live Life My Way

Thursday, January 29, 2009
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Hey!

have moved my blog to:

http://www.mrmuz.blogspot.com/

Cheers

Mr Muz<3

10:45 AM

Wednesday, September 17, 2008
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Hey peeps,
well ive been told that my posts are way too long... so i shall try a new approach.. here goes..

this is how i have been spending my time and money for the past few days...

yesterday went to esthers house to play with her doggie and her wii... so fun...

past few days she has been teaching me how ta play da guitar... quite interesting and alot easier than i tot... we had mini singing n playing sessions... quite fun...

so i have been training hard at home when i got da time...

the other day way my cousins wedding..

2nd sergeant kelvin lee bullying my lil cousin...

oh yeah... last week went to the moon cake festival thing... see Patricia sing... she seems very interested in singing...

oh ya... yesterday was such a filling day.... woke up about 2.. then rushed down to sakae sushi with wei chuan and edmund... i ate everything i craved for... soft shell crab, salmon and tako sashimi.. shishamo and sake... then after that went 302 had a drink n chat... then rushed down to esthers house play wii and doggie... then went to jacksplace for dinner... although i was soo full i dunno why i still manage to eat a lamb chop... then my mother sms me say she bought ribeye steak.... diao.... so went home to eat my 3rd filling meal in 7 hours... after that i just landed on the bed and slept....

okay... so my new technique of blogging is not really working... i shall try harder noext time... maybe with more photos it'll help...
cheers....

Mr Muz<3

9:45 PM

Monday, September 8, 2008
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Today,

Yoyo… been a real chemical weekend… cant really rmb much… been high most of the time….well I met dexter and vishal… spent the whole weekend with them… oh ya… I went training with dexter.. so fun la… met some of our old seniors… they were really fun… almost everyday last week ended up me walking home drunk... but I got a good excuse… been trying to mask the pain my muscles have been giving me… despite the ache I still workout everyday… talk about determination hor.. hahaha.. oh ya… cut my cigarette intake from 7 packs to 1 pack only on weekends… good hey… I think I said something in my previous post… as those who know me well I always contradict myself and go back against my word… but this time im really trying to cut… vishal manage to cut smoking without any help… my god… but its quite a new habit for him…

Oh yeah… im also changing my diet… last 2 weeks have been Mac delivery diet… for the next two weeks I’ll be on ribeye steak diet… there is this new ribeye in limbang… my god its fantastic… had 2 ribeye steaks today… one from limbang and one from 302… can really tell the diff… oh yeah… Thursday will be going jacks place with Esther… go and eat their ribeye.. so long nv go jacks place with her le… if I rmb correctly she is the first girl I taught how to eat escargot…

K ba.. oh ya.. hope you like the songs… its been haunting me the past week…

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Hey peeps

Well nothing much really happen.. just live life like that… holidays can be so stressful.. Im not finding a job… cant be bothered to work… besides.. got nothing to spend on liao…. Oh yeah.. last week went to Nisa’s wedding… it was so great… they really suit each other…the first malay wedding I attended… and yes all eyes were on the Chinese guy… waiting to get the pictures to post it here…

whole week have been working out…. Really trying to stay away from those damn cigarettes… its really not easy… that shit is very very addictive….

Oh yeah… im wearing this wrist band that says ‘believe’.. well its my no smoking band… im not allowed to smoke when I wear it… I know its lame.. but its kinda helping… ive resisted a few times cuz of the band… now im really considering my options… kinda hard…. Mother was very very upset when I smoked my ass off last Sunday… just cannot tahan…

anyway, im getting fatter… which im not so sure is a good thing.. kinda getting scary… jumped up 4 kilos since 2 weeks… well partly it is because I said to myself I will stuff myself with food whenever I get the urge… n that urge came ever so often… for the past 2 weeks I spent a total of around $163.15 on MacDonald’s delivery alone… sorta like a regular customer now… they should give me some award…

also been drowning myself with chocolate and alcohol… shots of vodka does help to lower the temptation…chocolate has nothing to do with it.. I just like chocolate…someone bought these truffle chocolates…im telling you, they were godly…

but the past few days ive been thinking if it is worth it… people say its expensive to smoke… but the truth is its more expensive not to…

wanna thank dex for buying me the t-shirt… I really like it a lot.. thanks

the rest of my post is in my private blog… I don’t wanna post it here… anyway, enjoy the song,… its called THE LOST ART OF MURDER by pete… ive been singing this song the whole week.. yes im guilty of putting songs on replay…

Mr Muz<3

7:01 AM

Thursday, August 21, 2008
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well its been a pretty wild week...
my mood has basically been dictated by the chemicals i take...
saturday i went to meet up with Mr Dex... chill out n play billiard at JE..
after that we went to my house.. dexter force me not to drink in public... so bought some booz home.... after the first movie vishal joined us... then i cant really recall what happen after that... thats the prob.. i always feel kinda bad cuz i will always knock out first... standard practice... then dex n vish will watch lame videos...

on monday i couldn't really study... woke up at 5pm.. had quite a bad hang over.. all thanks to vishals special mix... when i woke up then i realize i was the only one drinking la! vishal con me into drinking his glass... anyway... i just went for my breakfast(or dinner) then went back to sleep..

tuesday woke up real early to clear some of my stuff.. then i started studying my FE... was kinda guilty... was quite lucky everything just went str8 in... or i would have been fucked...

wednesday got up early to do some prep... n check what time the paper was.. didnt want to miss it like how i always miss school... mother got me these nicoltine patches.. im telling u, they are really good... but i always forget to take them off before i sleep so i will get the weirdest dreams...
the FE exam wasn't too bad... think i have a chance to do kinda well...

after the exam i went to bioskin for my weekly... its really quite shiok to get a massage after a stressful day.. after that i rushed down to yishun... had a meeting with sambawang dynamite... he is not doing so well...and i thought i was busy, you should see the way his phone rings...its nice to see him again... he showed me around his place... ppl there kinda weird in general... anyway... drank until pretty late.. had so much to discuss, pretty happy with the outcome... saturday will be going to one of his bro's girlfriends bd party... kinda considering if wanna go anot... wanna go out with dex...anyway after that cab back home...

today stayed at home the whole day... watched x factor... think i'll start studying again tml..oh ya... manda lost 3! never expect her to keep to her word... but she's not feeling that well.. hope ya get better fast.

k ba.. im going to bed...quite tired..

oh ya...the other day yiling msn me.. she was pretty upset that there is a spammer on her blog... being the ger she is... she go n reply the spammer.. dont ask me y... she is just liddat... well i have the feeling its the same person/s as mine... and i think you all should just leave her alone... not happy go n find her stead.. im sure he would want to show you a piece of his mind..anyway i told her who i thought they were...they are the only ones i know who talk in a two person conversation...anyway... grow up yeah...

oh ya... and i need to congratulate ade for her O LvL results... well done... n bring me something back from switzerland! or i kill you! muahahaha

Mr Muz<3

1:19 PM

Wednesday, August 13, 2008
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well for the last week I have been slacking really…

last Friday went to jurong west. Go I’ens house settle some domestic problems… kind of pity them really… but still must keep a stern face… n I’en should too… learnt that a few of them kenna stupid case… dee n I were pretty angry… just pure stupidity… im just surprised they didn’t even tell dee about their issues… I think its totally stupid la..

anyway, just told dee to have a meeting to clear all this shit up soon.. I dun wanna get too involved with their domestic issues…

the Olympic game opening ceremony was absolutely fantastic… my god… I enjoyed watching it on tv so much… I really look at china differently now…

this is a pic I took from a classmates blog… it’s a pic of my maths lecturer… he is the very funny chap… he teaches us in Chinese… so funny la… n he just spends the whole tutorial talking to himself and writing on the whiteboard all the answers when noone is even listening to what he says… such an easy going bloke… even extend my project dead line by 2 weeks…

pls.. no comments on the dress sense or the facial expressions... past few days have been really slack.. spent most of my lessons in the café or at the smoking area… didn’t really wanna listen in class… dunno why lei… maybe got other things to think about ba…the past few days go to school do some final projects and tests.. think it all went out quite smoothly… no more school for the next 4 weeks I think… exams are in 3 weeks..

yesterday just stayed at home… like many of the days I skip school I was too engrossed to my computer… well I did spend 2 hours studying =P also had my whole room cleaned and aired out… pretty glad about it… got new red flowers… looks like a sunflower… really nice… it’s the new centerpiece for my room…

today will be an awfully busy day…

morning go bioskin.. enjoy it so much… like being in Thailand again… except its only an hour here… over there its like 2 hours… awww….. miss Thailand so much.. speaking about that I have been watching quite a lot of documentaries on the british and thai monarchy… can really see the difference in both… that day justyna ask me cuz she just came back from holiday to Thailand “ why do you all respect the king so much?” I ended up giving her a half an hour lecture on him…

speaking of which.. after the spa Im going to meet her at toa payoh… kind of looking forward to that… got a lot to talk about…

after that have to rush to school… got a meeting with the director of EEE.. kind of nervous… no Idea what he will talk to me about… his secretary just call me and ask me if I can meet him….hmmm….. I doubt its anything bad ba… never really do anything wrong…. But I hope its not another one of those stupid meetings again… me n cheong yew stupid stupid sit there giving advice on what we will never benefit from then in the end get a stupid calendar… haha… still rmb…

after that I will meet some of the boys…

learnt today that fariz went to boys home.. I’en n some other guy( cant remember the name) went to queenstown remand… till now I dun understand why… I tot they got bail liao… hmm…

k ba.. its almost 4.. I better get some sleep…nights…

Mr Muz<3

12:27 PM

Sunday, August 3, 2008
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hey peeps

im not even gonna bother explaining why i havent been updating i guess u guys know why...

this has been such and awesome weekend
im really trying to find out why im so happy these past few days.. feels like im on morphine... anyway.. i dont do drugs... so thats out of the question....

before i forget i really wanna thank dex for the deed... really made me feel a thousand times better and actually quite touch... brothers forever... anyway... today went to his house with hips after lunch... man, he couldnt stop fornicating with his new girlfriend.... well who can blame him

yesterday was forced to wake up cuz we had a family lunch... we went to this restaurant in chinatown... the food there was pretty unusual... their specialty was this cold crab... its was REALLY weird... the texture is unusual.. but i found i liking towards it...

Tony was being such an asshole.. telling off elders public... i really felt like giving him a tight slap... but it will contradict my point wouldnt it? haha... such a weird predicament... anyway i will tell mother not to do this kinda thing again.. cuz she is also guilty of this... frankly i dun get how they do this... they never think how embarrassing it is for grandpa... sorry if i am quite negative on this post... i am actually in a good mood but i have to clear these kinda things...

next is louisa... i know she is getting married, baby and everything... so isnt it time you grew up?! frankly you are gonna regret some of the things you decide now... even i can tell you that... someone who is the most prone of regretting things... but its kinda obvious ya... if ur watching this... i dont know if ur stupid or ur trying to be a bitch... if its the later then i think ur plan is well working... ur only gonna screw the family problems even more...

next is ah fat, after the lunch auntie lydia, sister and i went to jurong point star bucks to have a chat... i am really happy you are feeling much better... dont be too hard on yourself... you will always have our support ya...i know how you feel... if ur bored you can always give me a ring... anyway helio and i will be seeing you the next time round...i really hope some of what we said got into you...

the ability to control your brain and emotion is a very important skill one needs to have.. especially people who think alot... its sorta like an anti virus program... i hope you understood my metaphors.. i know their a lil weird....

after starbucks me n sis went to 302 to meet vishal and dex... we had such a blast la... so much to talk about... so funny... we were laughing so loud joseph n his girlfriend kept looking over... oh ya.. his girlfriend said im very fierce?! what the fuck?! i think she dun know me well enough... i had around 2 bottle there... then went to long john to eat with dexter... groan to him about the terrible lunch experience i had... he was very nice about it... shared with me his views and stuff... then hips came... they decided to go century play some billiard.. i didnt really wanna travel there... cuz i was a lil tipsy... so i went back to 302 to have a drink... talked to melvin on the phone... talk so much rubbish la... but he is a good joker... after another 2 bottles walked back home... so risky la... wasnt really feeling in control... lucky i met this guy who i didnt really know.. but i went to his house to fix up his internet before... he stays at 501... so he walked me home... we had a chat under the block... i always she him nowadays... always in a shirt and tie... turned out his was a housing agent... certainly to youngest housing agent i have eve seen... 23 to be exact... when i got home i had a self karaoke which i know sounds pityful but it is really great fun when ur half drunk... anyway... i manage to record a few of my singing... ive uploaded one... i cant upload the other one cuz its kinda embarrassing... only sister dex n hips heard it.. haha... and im not planning to get it heard by anyone else...was laughing at myself...this is called time of your life...

today went to teochew porridge with sister and the family... was telling sister how i would cycle my ex girlfriend there to eat the most amazing meals... brings back very very sweet memories... when i die that will be one of the top ten places i miss eating....

okay as i said.. ive been trying to find why i am in such a state of euphoria these few days.. the first suspect on the stand is this very amazing show i fell in love with...
its sorta the best tv series i have seen.. for those who are thinking of waiting for it to air on channel 5 you can forget about it.. singapore will never allow a show that practically goes against every aspect of our national pledge... and those who are watching it from the link i sent you... i hope you are pretty open.. cuz its kinda "intense" at times... so wont recommend you watch it in front of your parents... why i like the show so much is that i think people my age can really relate to their lives... and there are many very meaningful lessons to learn from it... the show is just so heart felt... and it practically addresses all the issues teens are facing....but once again one has to watch it with an open mind and a can of beer... The show is called Skins... the link is below.. its actually quite hard to find it cuz MDA blocked most of the links.. but i manage to find a version that works...she even have the unseens in there which is pretty useful to understand why the hell maxxie had a boyfriend in season 2..by the way im thinking of having hair like mitch hewer...dunno if it'll suit me...

Skins (season one is at page 2 and 3)

oh ya... this show really inspired me and made me sorta hippy... that might be why im in a state of bliss? but im kinda worrying its like caffein... i hope i dont hit a wall man... oh ya...i decided im going to london this term break... im really facinated by what great britain has to offer... trying to find someone to come with me.. maybe i'll ask timothy tml... he said he wanted to go backpacking....

oh ya... exams are in two weeks.. this is the first time im not actually bothered about it.. been doing quite well the whole term and used the old trick of just purely listening in class... i must say it works very well... dont really have to purposely study for the exam ...

okie... sorry if there are typos... really am tired.. but i promissed linney i would update.. so there! you can stop spamming my blog now!

cheers!

Mr Muz<3

9:01 AM

Saturday, July 26, 2008
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Okie…

Well have been laying low the past week…. Due to poor heath didn’t really wanna do much… hang out with sp friends… that about it… oh ya… this week I killed myself with all the food I wanted to eat… nobody choosing whatever I eat… hmmm…. I can really say it was good…. Always got sick of what I was filling myself up with….

This week did not work out at all… wanted to take a rest….

Hmm… its amazing how I manage to waste one whole week away…..

Fill myself with movies n LOTS of sleep…. Went to school also…

It was great… didn’t really study much… the semester is ending sooon… another 2 more weeks n it’s the exams…. Cant wait….

Later will be going out with dexter for a drink n our weekly chit chat session…. Maybe I’ll go meet up with the boys… see how they are doing too….

Life is too stable now… someone shoot me…. Give me some form of entertainment n pain… or I’ll bore myself to death…. Family haven’t been so stable since 1997 man….

Have been having awfully good dreams for the past week… all my golden dreams all cumin back to me… is this a bad sign? Hmmm…. Hope not….

Okays… enough crapping for now… toodles!

Mr Muz<3

12:37 AM